At Some Point in Time, I'll Just Have to Write This

At some point in time, you will hurt yourself because of this particular skunk you just can't get enough of. At some point in time, you will feel like the whole world is turning its back on you to force you into tasting contempt.

At some point in time, you will bore yourself with this relationship with your significant other that goes in a perfectly stable pace and just plain dull.

At some point in time, you will just feel empty.

At some point in time, your ex slash best friend slash the person you wholeheartedly trust slash the person you constantly hurt will get a brand new girlfriend that WAS just okay. And then it turns out that both of them will blatantly be clingy and all lovey dovey as fuck in online public places you wish you owned the entire world that would fart on their faces.

At some point in time, you will regret every single thing you did just the past 12 hours because your personal god decided that you had to be shameless and out of your mind at that very time, you just had to.

At some point in time, you will try to decide some stuff in which you have to take these things into consideration: the fact that you love your parents, the fact that your parents love you, and the fact that both sides naturally have the duty of pissing each other off.

At some point in time, you will be frustrated with the fact that you are currently living in a country The Justin Bieber even addresses as 'random' that Hollywood premieres will never ever be held here, and there is no way you're gonna meet this dreamy actor whose fuckyeahhisname Tumblr page has you drooling over your keyboard, and the one and only shared picture of you and him is the photograph of Earth.

Like this life ruiner, for example.

At some point in time, everybody else will plug expired rainbow cakes into your shithole just so you know.

At some point in time, you will stand still against your mirror, red eyes, snuffle, whispering to your---, snuffle, ---self:

"Why, in the first place, did I do this to myself?"

And none answers because it's better left rhetorical.